Yeapi, It's Friday!

Weather: Cool and windy
Mood: A little "mono"

Yesterday lesson was quite nervous. Everyone is so "gan chiong" over one of the project. I am also getting "gan chiong" over it already. Wanting to faster finish, hands it up on the deadline and proceed to revision. Things to aim and complete in March have being decided.

Aims to achieve/complete
1. Dearest's book.
2. Complete of my blogs compliation.
3. Able to start my exams revision by end March
4. Finish my projects.
5. Practices at least 5 questions on each subject.

Hmmmm, I guess practice make prefect. Haha... I want to go for karaoke to destress too. Singing is a good way to destress and that is what I do previously. Haha... But seems hardly able to go now. Hmmm so singing and humming with the music in my PC is also good. Haha =p

Thursday

Today is thursday and also the 120 days. Yeah! Nice number.
Weather is slightly hot and not quite much wind outside. Woke up with a stony feeling this morning. Went to had my late breafast and tried doing one of project work. Hmmm.

Realise lately I am quite easily nervous and scared. Hopefully I can overcome this soon. Trying to be cool and trying to sort my thoughts. Days passes very slow. Can't really wait for 365days to faster come. Hmmm, can't wait to spend a full day with my dearest as well as can't wait for the day I can go on a holiday with my dearest as well. I guess I really need a break after my projects ends and before I start my exams. I am too nervous already. Hmmmm...

Can the weather lately causes human to feel nervous as well? I am not too sure, but I know is that I am easily thirsty lately. One of my classmate said I am adnormal because I have been drinking too much water till I frequent the toliet during class. Haha... Hmmm..

Many Thoughts

Today, woke up with a tummy pain. Hmmmm... Kind of feeling bit sleepy but seems unable to sleep. Having a block nose now... Hmmm, wierd wierd wierd.

Yeah! Finally last night, I got our 2nd book. Can start to write again... Currently having many thoughts on the CMA Project. It is indeed very cracking my brains. Feeling quite stress over this project because it seems so messy and wasting quite alot of time. Trying to do it at my end here before someones grumbles. Arrhh...

Feeling kind of wierd wierd today suddenly. Regarding health or studies or whatever matters, just feel wierd. I guess I need to start sorting my mind again. Hmmmm, hopefully all goes well. Hopefully to spend one full day totally with my dearest as well as hoping to go on a holiday with my dearest only. Haha, I guess there are still some wishes that I haven't state in my wishlist but I guess it is ok. Some wishes will slowly add on or perhaps will remove from my mind? Haha... What is wish? Something I want to have or wish to have? Something I want to do?? Hmmmm...

Monday Bluess

Having my monday blues today. Bit kind of having no mood when woke up today.

Reading some newspaper after having my late breafast just now. Still feel bit hungry, maybe later go eat finish my porridge instead of waiting for the balance to finish before I go school. Haha... Had a talk with my er di earlier on. So long never chat with her already.

Received quite a few calls today. Hmmm... Out of the blue. Haha, both email and calls quite a few coming in just morning itself. Wow! Ok for now, time to do some work. Was thinking, a good organised desk is a good start to begin doing work and a good place to encourage a non-stress mind. If a desk is so messy, I guess one person will start stress finding the things that he/she needs or even feel stress seeing the desktop so messy. It applys to computer as well. If my PC's desktop screen have so many application/folders, I will be very stress seeing it. Haha

TaTa

Saturday

Weather: Fine
Mood: So So

Weather today seems fine yet hot. Kind of feeling bit wierd wierd, but shrug the feeling off. Spend some time doing some questions for my studies. Currently priority is focus on my studies and my learning progression. Hope to do more things and learn more things when I am young. Hope to earn more money as well.

Sourcing for some good wedding DIY ideas for my cousin's upcoming wedding in mid March. Hopefully able to find something good and nice. I will be alone doing it so I hope I am able to do it well. Lately having thoughts of joining singing competition. Kind of feeling happy that dearest is very supportative towards this. I hope I won't disappoint him as well. For singing, I have confidence, for studies, I am currently building my confidence. Hehe... Trying to excerise more often so that I am able to build up my stamina as well as my breathing tactics towards singing as well. Plan to excerise my vocals frequently to catch some "breathe" properly. Realising that some songs I am still unable to keep up the fast tempo. FIR songs are good to practise on those fast beating tempo. For sweet songs, Rainie Yang or Fish Leong's songs are good to practise on. Their songs involved many feelings into it.

I've told dearest once before. To sing a good song, you have to listen the music first before reading through the lyrics. After that followed by listening to both and sing it with feelings into it. Lyrics bring the music to life. If a songs being sung without feelings, it won't turned out to be nice as well. It is the lyrics + music + feelings = touching of each person's heart. That is why I love to sing. Yeah!

Friday

Weather: Fine
Mood: Nervous

Since last night, kind of feeling nervous again. This time round, I am nervous on my school projects and studies. Did some questions at class yesterday and discover 2 mistakes made. Hmmm, got to jia you liao. Even if dearest didn't give me stress, I guess I give myself stress instead.

Woke up quite early this morning. Currently trying to adjust my blog adjustment and links. Dislike my current PC, hoping to have one laptop. Must save, save and save. Arrrhhhh... Last night my mp3 start to give me problems, I guess I need a new one. But then was thinking, just put at the wish list first. Hmmm... Suddenly realised there are some things I wish to have, but I will just list down those I feel is important ones perhaps.

Lately dearest seems so busy and daily schedule pack. Hmmm... Hardly we will have a chance to spend one full day together with only two of us from morning till night (except for the other day when we celebrate Valentine's Day), so hopefully we will have some chances.

Arrrhhh

Haiz, disaster today. Having both bad and good things. Haha...

Good things is good to mention in this blog, I won another magazine contest again and it is the 4th time in 2 years. Haha... Reading some news article and email now before heading to rest awhile then proceed to go to school. Kind of very bad mood today. Hmmm... Sudden urge of having few days or two of relaxation and fun. Kind of wanting to relax and pamper myself for once. Hmmm

I guess I need a good rest for a day or two lat least to freshen up my mind. Hmmmmmm

Jia You!

Weather: Hot but windy
Mood: So So

Today mood is so so only because due to kind a little no appetite to eat. Last night went for my classes as usual and suddenly this group of people behind me and my friends, they are talking so loudly and it is not related to the lesson. Kind of feel irriating. But then, can't be bothered to them, just trying hard to listen carefully to what the lecturer is talking. Hmmm.

Later meeting my dearest for dinner. Can't wait to see him everytime actually. Hmmm, trying my best to improve myself, set my own weekly and monthly target as well as yearly. Hehe... Finally I get to change my current blog layout and arrangement. Seems neatier now. Hohoho... Time to save, save and save as many money as possible. Have a target figure to aim now. That is to say that I need to save at least $27 a day to hit that target figure in a year. Hmmm, jia you!

Studies now so far and so good, so hopefully all turns out well eventually. Some tests are coming soon, got to brush up my revisions as well. Jia you!

Sunday

Weather: Hot but cool
Mood: Don't know. Haha...

Wow, today is Sunday already. Time passes so fast. 109 days, seems long and slow as well.
Woke up this morning feeling hot and bit stoney. Thinking of a new blog layout for my current blog during my bath this morning. Wierd, tends to do thinking and also stoneing during bath. Haha... Wierd me, indeed.

Currently online for awhile before heading to my blog research. My new theme will be still remain as black. Still unable to change something sweet like pink yet. Don't seems to be my style. Haha... =p Perhaps I can combine black and pink together. Yeah! Should try that hor. Hehe...

Hmmm, ok off for now. May the following new week be a good and happy week.

Chingay

Wow, this year got to see Chingay live althought it was a full dress rehearsal sort of thing but still it is somehow or rather same as the actual event.

I was thinking of going for the River AngBao but ended up discover Chingay actually was shifted from performing at Orchard every year to this year at Esplanade. Quite interesting, saw one familiar faces among one of the performances. Hehe... So conicidence coz, out of so many people there, we spotted each other. She is performing while I am watching. Hehe...

Used to help out twice at Chingay previously when I was in ITE but didn't really had much chance to see due to was stationed at the ending point, therefore all good stuffs normally ends at the ending point, the most busiest point as well coz by then many people are starting to leave. Haha... But was quite pleased to see it for at least 80% at last the first time and was with dearest when watching it. In the end, the most happiest part is I get to see firework. Althought it was block by some trees but I still get to watch it. Very beautiful. Got the urge to go back dearest's hometown and play it myself. Hehe... =p

Happy Valentine Day

Today is Valentine's Day. Got to go school today for class. Bit sianz because CMA is a subject where I really dislike but I have no choice. As days goes, getting bit stress over school. Work issued not a problems right now. My priority is school work. Kind of getting bit tired nowadays suddenly.

Valentine's Day, I guess every where there will be people holding on to a bunch of flowers. Hmmm... I need not feel envy anymore because I have my own bunch of favourite flowers from my dearest. I feel so blissful and happy now. Thanks dearest.

Have my late breakfast and lunch together, cook some poriddge coz not in a good appeitte at the same time, can save money. Hehe. Hmmm...

Happy Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's Day!

Today, went to celebrate our first Valentine's day early. Celebrating one day earlier is a good idea, not much people but then Valentine's day is a well known sales and marketing business as well. People are clever to make use of every events in the year to make money. Therefore sales and marketing came into the picture. Wonder why every where seems so expensive. Any normal day can be Valentine's Day. But I am happy enough to have celebrate my first Valentine's Day with my dearest. At least I know the feeling of romantic and sweetness. Actually, every day can be romantic and sweetness right? It is just the perception of the word Valentine's Day. I see it also as a day where couples can take this chance as a chance to renew their loves by taking the opportunity to spend some quiet moments whole day together. Which I realised that, seldom couples can have such chance, normally due to busy schedules and work that prevent so.

Past one year, I received funny things at my doorsteps. But this time round, it is different. I received the best gifts ever from my dearest via delivery man. Was quite surprised and shocked because I didn't expect dearest will do that. At that moment, I felt like I am at the top of the world feeling so blissful and fortunate. Right now, I have even more motivation to work even harder towards our future. I won't want to disappoint dearest in everything. ~Jia You~

Went to Sentosa for this afternoon and it is my 4th time there. 1st was during my work @ Shangrila Rasa Sentosa, 2nd time was due to STENGG 40th Anniversary Family day, 3rd was when dearest brought me there for a walk and 4th time was today.

Took quite many pictures today, decided to do something nice to eat. I won't combine these pictures like I usually do, but I will combine it in a different way and different layout. Hmmm, hopefully turns out to be nice. Ok, I have decided. I won't want dearest to spend too much money on me anymore, I also won't spend too much money from now onwards. Too many events in a row that causes both of use to spend quite a lot of money. From our birthdays, X'mas to Valentine's Day. Wow...

I want to achieve my list of things this week and this month. And best of all, hopefully list of thigns to achieve this year will be achieved as well. Hopefully. Jia you!!! My motivation gets stronger as each day goes. Yeah. Suddenly I got the urge to join some singing competition to earn some extra money if possible. Hehe...

Hmmm

Stomach is not feeling quite well in the late afternoon today. Much better now... Ate late brunch today ended up only having light meals during tea break. Wonder what food causes stomach to be unwell.

But anyway, feeling much better now. Was resting on the sofa after eating my poridge when suddenly I got an idea of the blog header. But quite upset because I am unable to edit. No matter how much I clear up my PC's space, it still says lack of space and unable to let me edit on photoshop. Hmmm... I am afraid that it will hinder my project and school work progression as well. Anyway walk a step at a time.

2 days later will be Valentine's Day. Many people says that Valentine's Day it is more of a sales and marketing gimmicks but I guess if you see it in another point of view, it is more like a day for busy people to appreaciate their loves ones, a chance to rekind and renew their love to the strongest. Some people might says that it is craziness, a waste of money or even a waste of time because every day can be Valentine's Day. But I will tend to see it in different point of views and in a different angel. I will says that it is more of a combination of everything. Haha...

Spend the whole day today doing some household works, researching online and reading some books. Hmmm, have the urge to write on our book but then, not enough pages left. Left only 2 to 3 pages. Dare not continue write. Hmmm, planned to buy one tommorrow so that I can continue writing. Hehe... This time round, I have plan to write it in a different way, a neater and beautiful way then the first book. =)

Nice DIY Ang Bao Box

Extracted from [ SingaporeBrides.Com ]

Achievements??

Have been thinking the following questions and answer just now.

What do I want to achieve this week?

- Tidy up my bedroom and study room.
- Cook a nice meal for my dearest.
- Finish my lecture notes and textbooks for the 3 subjects up till Chapter 5.
- Arranging my blogs layout.
- Continue to consolidate information for my blogs post.

What do I want to achieve this month?

- Do at least 3 problems questions for each subjects.
- Finish my blogs' information consolidating.
- Finish reading dearest book. (as at to date, have read till Chap 14)

What do I want to have/wish to have/want to achieve this year?
Of course I would like to have some of my wish list to come true but sometimes wish list is not really that fixed. Sometimes there are add on as time goes as well. Haha...
I guess the answers to what do I want to have this year? and answers to my wish list are combined.

- A water bottle for school usage (since dearest mentioned that not good using plastic bottles)
- A good desk organiser to put all my stationeries in place. Seems so untidy now.
- A book stand for my books on the table. Seems so messy now.
- A bag (saw one that catches my eye at Metro, althought I am able to afford that but dare not buy yet)
- A nice photo frame to put our photo which I have one in mind to enlarge and develop.
- A laptop (PC has become a turtle now no matter how I try to save it)
- Targeted saving of $X by my birthday this year.
- Join at least one singing competition to earn extra $$. Haha
- Gain more knowledge in everything, regardless of life or studies.

Yeah.

Weather: Hot
Mood: Mono

Weather is quite hot today. Feeling bit sleepy as well. I guess I need to adjust my time from Monday onwards. If not, as time goes I confirm not enough rest. For the past few days, not sure if it is due to weather, unable to sleep well at night. End up making full use of my time and do some reading. After that the following day, woke up before 9am everyday. Haha...

One more day before my dearest come back. Hmmm, Monday onwards time to work even harder. Got the motivation to work hard and do even better. Hehe... Plan to consolidate all information for my new blog. Then post it there accordingly to each category. Hehe... Kind of doing research on it now. Jia You!

5 more days

Hmmm, 5 more days to go before I get to see dearest. Was wondering how is he having his renioun dinner.

Had my early renioun dinner at home, this year we had no steamboat like we used to have in previous years. As usual, was alone during CNY Eve after dinner, parents headed to somewhere else. Did something DIY on my nails, not sure if dearest see liao will eyes big big mah haha...

Hehe, planned a surprise for him contiunous of this 2 weeks. Hehe, next week is the Valentine's Day. Can't wait for him to be back and can't wait to have our first V-Day together. Yeah!

6 More Days

OMG, time pass so slow. still got so many days to go before dearest is back. Hmmmm...

Tommorrow temple uncles, anuties and some of my relatives coming to my house for dinner. Everytime they come, my parent will be busy packing and cleaning up. So fast, CNY is coming and I am feeling upset over my hair. Still so hard to manage after that haircut. I don't like this hairstyle for sure now. Looks so wierd. Jeremy says look younger but I feel like very stupid china dolls instead. Mood is quite down today.

Anyway I can feel time pass fast when I see most of my close cousins growing up so tall and smart when I saw them last recent Saturday over the dinner at Jeremy's place. Rarely we can have strength of cousins able to sit down chatting. I guess only twice to thrice a year only. During CNY and renioun dinner. Haha... Unable to sleep, so will do some reading before transforming into piglet. Hmmm...

7 days more

Weather: Rainy and cold
Mood: Mono

Hmmm, seems to unable to sleep now. Kind of missing dearest. 2 days have gone. 7 days more to go... Our book going to finish so I am trying not to write too much there... Hmmm...

Feeling kind of cold the whole night. Hmmm... Today is a very sleepy day but now I am feeling awake. Haha... Woke quite early today to attend an event before returning back home to freshen up and headed to Woodland Civi Plaza to have my project discussion. Brain tired the whole day. Haha...

Wondering what is my dearest doing now. Hehe... Nervous for tml and tues stuffs. Hmmm Huuuuuu Heeeee....

One Day

One day have passed. Feeling bit bad for not accompany dearest go back. But no choice, if not because of job-related, project and also school. I will make sure I go next year. Hmmm...

Went to school early today in the morning to discuss project. Project 1 is going smoothly, so far so good. Tommorrow morning is my big day... The day I submit my "assignment" to my ex-lecturers. Hopefully all goes well as well. After that will head home to refresh myself up before proceeding to Woodland Civi Plaza for my Project 2 discussion. Arrhhh, this project is more headache then the first one. Haha, will squeeze my brain dry.

Ok, so far so good. One week of trial have pass. It seems like so far it do works well. Ok, I will carry on first till dearest back before any confirmation of fixed timeline is made. Hehe... Need to discuss a good time plan with dearest, wanna hear his feedback. Today weather is quite cold, rain the whole day. Hope dearest is enjoying himself there and doing fine. Take care, my love.

Friday

Today is a cool and nice weather.

Feeling so cooling but hot as well. Haha wierd right? Yesterday afternoon struggling with sickness. First time feeling so terrible with no $$. Feeling very sian, pay is not in yet. Arrrrhhh... Really felt so terrible. Never had this terrible feeling before. Money is so important. Without it, you can't do much things. You can't even see doctor even if you are sick. So many things to consider if you have no money. Haiz...

Later will be meeting Marco to get my long awaiting present. Haha this time round, I need not wait for 3 years later haha... After that meeting my dearest. So miss him now. Hmmm...

Yeah, can't wait for V-Day too. Hehe...