Current Mood: Tired
It have been quite a few months ever since I have last blog in, feeling tired and mentally drained because of work. Past few months there are a lot of things happening. One of them is my big event which finally ended and a new chapter of my life have began. Whenever I think back, I find it a good memorable event that have happened in my life. In life there are ups and downs for sure. It is just how many of them that will happen in one person's life.
Lately work have been draining my energy, but to think of working hard for my unborn baby makes me want to have more energy to work even harder. But then lately the doc have asked me this questions "Work is more important or your baby is more important?" This trigger me that although I may have been trying to work hard, I may have exhausted myself without considering that I have a little one living inside me. This makes me feel bad.
I must really take more care from now on and tell myself, work is just a work. If I can finish, I will just finish it, if I couldn't then why force myself. Sometimes I feel company that I am currently attached too are heartless but why bother. As long as we tell ourselves that we are trying really hard to complete the deadline given, if we really can't yet they insist us to finish, why should we really care. It is our life, our body that is more important. If they don't bother about their employees' health then why bother.
For the past two days I have been resting at home trying to recover myself to the fullest. Although I know that I am still not fully recover but at least I hope that I can recover at least 90% so that it won't affect my little one.
Time to head back for more rest for now... Ta-Ta...
Cheers.
