Sunday...

I went to a horrible place in today's early morning. I am so scared but I know if I want to avoid such places, there is only one thing I can do. I gave myself some thoughts and reflect on myself today.

I want to change myself for the better and able to aim higher.
I want to be a person whom all my loves ones are proud of.
I want to be a confident and able to achieve higher type of person.
I want to save more money.
I want to score well for my studes.
I want to do well in whatever I speaks, do or think.
I want to be able to help my loves one in whatever they want to do in.
I want to achieve all goals and targets sets.
I also want to be a more succesfull person.

Most importantly, I hope with my hard work, I am able to succeed. Time can prove everything, but sometime on certain matters, I need encouragement and advices too. I will made my own decisions from now onwards. Some ladies like their love to encourage them and give them advices on some cranky matters. I am also like this. But I know my dearest want me to be more mature and able make my own decisions. I will work hard and do my best. Some things that needed to be achieve need time and chances. If someone is not given any chances after the first attempt, it is so disencouraging. And most importantly I must know what I want and of course I know what I want. From now onwards, I will work extra hard and try to put in more effort in everything. My life, loves, family or even school.

I have decided, if by the targeted dateline I am not able to meet the target that I have set myself, I will just concentrate my studies first. Then after my exams, I will start to set the similar target and dateline again. Hmmmm. Feeling very stress over the projects and studies now. Hope to be able to make it this time. Hmmmm...