Yearning...

Feeling bit down today. I want to improve myself. Sometimes I guess I really did the wrong thing, I only can try my best. Somethings I need some time.

I realised presumption and assumption is really a bad thing. Having always to presume and assume will lead to many misunderstanding and miscommunication.

Being an only child is so awful. When I was young, having problems yet no one to talk to. There are some friends you can trust, while some friends you can't. But there are some prolems are not meant to let anyone know while some problems you can disclose. I guess being an only child there are both advantages and disadvantages. I can't get things that I want, I must work hard in order to achieve things that I want. I must keep family problems within myself and the family, and cannot tell anyone. So being an only child disadvantages is, you got no one to tell or confide. Hmmm... I really hate being an only child since young, but I got to accept the fact.

Anyway, my PC givng me problems again. It take so long for one application to pop up after I double click. Hmmmm... Feel like faster get a laptop soon.

Hmmmm... Yearning for my short holiday to come faster. Trying to plan some option for dearest to choose what to do on that day. Hehe...