Sickly

Haven't being blogging for the past few days already. Had plan to post one mini cupcake which my colleague have made. It is quite small and mini indeed. Taste and smell good. I have the urge to learn from her, but firstly I need to get a oven instead of a microwave oven that I have at home.



Isn't it looks so pretty? It is her double chocolate chips mini cupcake.

Felt such a sickly me past 2 weeks. Hmmmm, when can I fully recover? Work is very busy lately, kind of schedule tight, but trying to allocate my time well. Hence, coming early to work is the best option for me since I need to go off by 6pm almost everyday. I sms my boss that I am unable to go to work today coz down with fever but when I received his reply "Please take care and rest well", I felt bad for falling sick too often these 2 weeks coz after all my section is kind of increasing workload. What I can do now is only to faster recover and work hard when I return back to work. Jia you ba!

I am at home now blogging for awhile before heading to bed for a rest, feeling kind of drowsy. Kind of feeling bit down now but there is nothing much I can do except for blaming myself for not putting enough determination. Too many expectations around one me from dad, felt bit stress too. But what I can do now is continue to work even harder and put double, or even triple times of determination. Can't afford to lose or fail anything now. That is my thinking for now. Hmmmm... Felt upset to have disappoint my dearest today. But I guess I still didn't put enough effort. I got to really really work doubly hard from now on in no matter what I do.

My dearest is my role model now.

Time to rest well. Ta-Ta