4W and 1H

Fallen sick and running fever this early morning. I didn't go to work today, was on MC. Feeling giddy and restless. I was feeling body aching last night already but didn't expect to be sick so fast. Hmmm... After seeing the doctor and ate my medication, I do feel much better after a sleep.

Do not know what to say now coz there are too many things on my mind. I am feeling bit down, sad and don't know what to say. But what's done is done, I can only look forward and work harder. I guess there is a need for me to change my strategies in everything that I do, learn and work for. Times can be stress, nervous and sad. I just have to learn to cope. Especially stress, I tend to worry alot. As for now onwards, I know there are many things needed to change, I need a totally new me. I know I have regretful feeling now, but there is nothing much I can amend the history. All I know that I have to do is, work even harder and learn how to cope things well.

Its time for me to change the way of my working and studying style. Time to move on. It is not good to keep looking back to the past, it only will ended up feeling sad and upset. No point even for missing the past memories. I must really plan my 4W and 1H - Where, When, Why, What and How. But there is one thing I am happy and contented. I treasure what I have now with my dearest. I miss my dearest...

Going to rest awhile now, still feeling bit unwell and giddy. Hmmm.