Raining Weekend

It have been a raining day almost the whole day this weekend. Feeling so nice to sleep at night.

I finally went to MBS and have a look. When I passes by the Casino entrance, memories of my ex-company came into my mind. I remembered clearly from the start before MBS and RWS was officially gotten their Casino Licence till after I left, they got their Casino Licence.

Memories of all the hardwork I have done for my ex-company. Nice place to work at but it is only one particular person that made me unable to stay on. If anyone ask me what is my achievement that I have from my ex-company, I have quite a number to list done. I am proud of what I have contribute and done. Even if that particular person don't appreciate at least my other ex-colleagues they appreciate it. Anyway, life have to go on no matter what.

Today was quite an interesting and nice sightseeing day with my dearest and his dad. Suddenly I realised that his dad look kind of old, the feeling of seeing him and seeing my dad are the same. We must treasure our loves one around us before anything happened. And things can happened suddenly and we will not know it in advance. So treasure it before you lose it. When I was on the way home in the bus, I think of my parent. I am the only child and since young, I have been easily sick and bring alot of worry to my parent.

Feel kind of sad that now they are in the mids-fifties, and they have not been going sightseeing and relaxed themselves. For quite a few times, I feel like going on a holiday with them. Even if it is a short holiday, it is also good. But however, many times I voice out, my mum won't want to go out of Singapore. Hmmmmm... Thinking if there is any other way? Hmmmm.

I rememeber clearly on what had happened since Primary School, in and out of the hospital when I was in Primary 6 especially as I have asthma attack often during those times. l have to take the mid-semester exams in hospital despite nearly took my PSLE in the hospital. After that when I was in Secondary School, something terrible in my entire life have happened, considered on the final year. I will never forget the terrible incident and don't really wish to talk about it.

After that heading to ITE is my proudest moments because that is when my grades are the highest I ever achieve in my whole life and the highest glory moments I ever hard in my whole life so far. Awards, more achievement with monetary rewards and good grades! I appreciate my parent, my Super Chillies gals and Marco. They stood by me during the terrible incident in my entire life. From the incident, I am greatly appreciate them. Their kindness and helpfulness have pull me through from the shock. Thanks sweeties chillies and horsey.

My days in ITE is unforgettable ones. It was my most glories moments. I have achieved and learnt quite a lot from my times there. My two CCAs allows me to interact with other campus students and lecturers. From there and the activities, allows me to learn on my speeches and ways to overcome stage fright. Haha... Actually if you say I do not have stage fright at all is wrong. My lecturer once told me that everyone from the beginning will definitely have stage fright. It is how you overcome and prevent it. Studying with Xuan and Xin are great. We encourage each other, teach and learn from each other our errors, faults and weaknesses. Misses those days studying with them. Hehe.

Lately being quite emo! But after giving some serious thought today in the bus when on the way home, I decided on my life on what I want to achieve and what I want to do.

I don't want to disappoint any of my closest friends, my family and my loves one who love and care for me. Someone told me this before - "Appreciate those that care for you. If people don't appreciate you, it is ok because it will be and at their lost. They will only regret after you left." I agreed this few sentences. =)

Tomorrow will be a brand new week again for this year. Yeah! Hehe