Confusion

Lately my mind feeling very confuse... Will my wish/dreams ever fulfill? I heard from somewhere before that working hard towards your dreams, eventually the efforts you will be paid off. There are some things that I yearn for... The particular dream/wish that I yearn is what I really yearn the most. I really hope to be able to have it.

I have been thinking for the past few days. I want to change. I want to change a different me. I want to be a different Pearline. Many times I look at myself in the mirror, I wanted to make some changes but it seems hard. I guess I might not be able to use to it but I will have to try and be used to it.

I see other people, able to put on a pretty and nice face from the start of the work to the end of the day. I know that because they spend time in between the day to touch up their face. I wanted to try that too. But eventually I am worried that my face having to go thru many hours of heavy makeup will make my face's skin condition worst. Haiz...

Will be going to another project soon on Tuesday. I have planned to make it a fresh start from there. Before that I will have to do more research first. I read an article just now on how to lose weight effectively without torturing yourself. I tell myself that I WANT to do that and I MUST.

Jia you!

LES50NS

Dina Dublon - "There are three attributes essential to career advancement: the need to be demanding of oneself, one's boss and of the company; having resilience, perseverance and the ability to focus on the final outcome; and having a can-do attitude, the confidence to execute and the ability to overcome obstacles."

This was what I have listened during my work's orientation. It was a video from LES50NS but I am unable to watch at home again because I must sign up before I am able to. But it is ok because the above sentence already represent many things. Work so far is quite challenging and I am doing things that have more responsibilities that I have previously. But it is good and enjoyable.

I am feeling quite down lately over some issues but hoping that it will goes smoothly. Hmmmmmm... I also hope to have a enjoyable month of November and December. Too many special dates that are important to me. I will treasure everything that I have and hope my dearest too.

A Brand New Start

May god bless me for tomorrow where a brand new start and a brand new day for me.

Bless me with everything to goes smoothly and my career path to excel smoothly with no hindrance and no problems. Hehe.

I am actually feeling quite excited because it is brand new start and a brand new industry that I will be in. Hopefully all goes well. This might also means that I will be seldom online already. But nothing matters the most as long as my career will goes well and excel. Hehe.

Cheers.

Raining Morning

Outside is raining heavily now. Hmmm so nice if I can lie on my bed and sleep now. Haha.

7 more working days before I leave such a "holy" place as claimed by one of my ex-colleague. Haha... Counting down now.

There are so many things that I am counting down. Haha counting down for the new work, counting down for our anniversary, my dearest birthday and my own birthday. But beside all these, I am also counting down on our exclusive day and hopefully it can be fixed soon. =p

Hoping to go a short nice holiday with my dearest too. Only the two of us during my birthday. Hopefully! Hmmmm...

No mood lately. Haiz...

Weekend

Missing my dearest already. Hehe...

Tonight unable to watch television because parent wanted to watch their show. Hmmm they have purchased a LCD TV today and will only be delivered on the coming Thursday. Since unable to watch any television shows, I guess I will do some reading on my school works.

Lately quite a few things happened. Feeling tired but still hoping 15 Oct 2010 to arrive faster. 14 more days to go. Can't wait to start afresh and have a new challenging things. =p I have spend sometime this afternoon reading on some articles on how to manage people and lead a team. Looks like there are quite a lot of things to learn.

The next thing that I am hoping is for Nov 2010 and Dec 2010 to come. Hehe it is our exclusive day, my dearest and my birthday. Hehehe. Hope to have a memorable birthday this year. I have a ex-colleague asking me: "You always remember your friend birthday but do they remember yours?" I guess the answer is that if they are your true friends, they will remember no matter what. =p