Emotions

Weather: Bit hot and stuffy

Time moved so fast and its Monday soon. Really don't like the feeling. The feeling of lonely, stress and tiredness. Super hate it.

I just hope everything goes smoothly and my dearest precious will be a good girl when her Daddy not at home. Sometimes I feel that she is more closer to her Daddy than me. I guess after all usually Daddy are the 好人 in the family.

Time to head to my bed and prepare the "jump and rush" for her next feeding once she demands for it. Lately I also noticed the supply decreases. I think I am too stress and emotional liao. Hmmmmm.

Just feel so emo and sad. If there is another person at home with me, I won't feel this way. But impossible coz my parent and hubby are working while 98% of close friends are working too. Hmmmm...

Off to the bed now. Ta-ta...

Mentally drained.

Weather outside now: Cooling and going to rain.

My feeling now abit mixed up. I feel both mentally tired and feeling moody.  Everything seems to be up on my shoulders now. The only time I can do my own things is when baby is asleep. But however not much things I can do because anytime she be awake.

Looking back, my family now have a new member which is my precious baby girl. She may have really drained me, not because she is hard to deal but due to I have quite a number of chores to do but less time. The only time I can do the chores is when she is aslerp, thus lesser time for me to sleep.

Lately I realised something is not right with me. During the night and wee hours, I tend to feel moody and down. Tears flow once awhile without realising it. I also feel useless when my precious cries I do not know what she wants.

It is not that I don't want to sleep when she is asleep but I just couldn't sleep..  Each time my precious make some noise, I have the auto instinct to go to her and see if she is ok or not. But I can just ignore some of her noise? Say easy than done. Haha.

Time flew pass fast. My precious is one month and 3 weeks old.

It is time to rest while I can for now. At most if I cannot sleep, I will just lue down to rest my body and mind.

Off I go now... Ta-da...

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The set comes with five items in it and they are:
-  Stretch Mark Control 200ml
-  Tonic Body Treatment Oil 100ml
-  Smoothing Body Scrub 75ml
-  Extra-Firming Body Cream 30ml
-  Bust Beauty Extra-Lift Gel 15ml

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Cheers!

Quality Time

Weather: Raining but now sun is up again

Lately weather is so weird.  I guess it is like having some mood swing.  It can be very hot and after that here comes a short rain and the weather is back to hot again.

I have been staying at home for the past 4 working days and today is the 5th day.  The feeling is quite good because I can have some quality time spent myself and towards my studies.  No stress from work feels really good.  Another paper to clear this coming Friday and hopefully I can make it.

Time flew very fast and I am already in my 7 months.  Two months plus to go before I can greet hello to our little princess.  The feeling of the whole process is unable to describable. New project is starting next Monday and hopefully work just goes better and better each day.  =)

Time to really mug myself in the books and "add oil". =D

Cheers!

Hello blog!

Weather outside: Stuffy but gloomy

Current Mood: Tired

It have been quite a few months ever since I have last blog in, feeling tired and mentally drained because of work. Past few months there are a lot of things happening. One of them is my big event which finally ended and a new chapter of my life have began. Whenever I think back, I find it a good memorable event that have happened in my life. In life there are ups and downs for sure. It is just how many of them that will happen in one person's life.

Lately work have been draining my energy, but to think of working hard for my unborn baby makes me want to have more energy to work even harder. But then lately the doc have asked me this questions "Work is more important or your baby is more important?" This trigger me that although I may have been trying to work hard, I may have exhausted myself without considering that I have a little one living inside me. This makes me feel bad.

I must really take more care from now on and tell myself, work is just a work. If I can finish, I will just finish it, if I couldn't then why force myself. Sometimes I feel company that I am currently attached too are heartless but why bother. As long as we tell ourselves that we are trying really hard to complete the deadline given, if we really can't yet they insist us to finish, why should we really care. It is our life, our body that is more important. If they don't bother about their employees' health then why bother.

For the past two days I have been resting at home trying to recover myself to the fullest. Although I know that I am still not fully recover but at least I hope that I can recover at least 90% so that it won't affect my little one.

Time to head back for more rest for now... Ta-Ta...

Cheers.