Weather: Bit hot and stuffy
Time moved so fast and its Monday soon. Really don't like the feeling. The feeling of lonely, stress and tiredness. Super hate it.
I just hope everything goes smoothly and my dearest precious will be a good girl when her Daddy not at home. Sometimes I feel that she is more closer to her Daddy than me. I guess after all usually Daddy are the 好人 in the family.
Time to head to my bed and prepare the "jump and rush" for her next feeding once she demands for it. Lately I also noticed the supply decreases. I think I am too stress and emotional liao. Hmmmmm.
Just feel so emo and sad. If there is another person at home with me, I won't feel this way. But impossible coz my parent and hubby are working while 98% of close friends are working too. Hmmmm...
Off to the bed now. Ta-ta...
September 30, 2012
September 05, 2012
Mentally drained.
Weather outside now: Cooling and going to rain.
My feeling now abit mixed up. I feel both mentally tired and feeling moody. Everything seems to be up on my shoulders now. The only time I can do my own things is when baby is asleep. But however not much things I can do because anytime she be awake.
Looking back, my family now have a new member which is my precious baby girl. She may have really drained me, not because she is hard to deal but due to I have quite a number of chores to do but less time. The only time I can do the chores is when she is aslerp, thus lesser time for me to sleep.
Lately I realised something is not right with me. During the night and wee hours, I tend to feel moody and down. Tears flow once awhile without realising it. I also feel useless when my precious cries I do not know what she wants.
It is not that I don't want to sleep when she is asleep but I just couldn't sleep.. Each time my precious make some noise, I have the auto instinct to go to her and see if she is ok or not. But I can just ignore some of her noise? Say easy than done. Haha.
Time flew pass fast. My precious is one month and 3 weeks old.
It is time to rest while I can for now. At most if I cannot sleep, I will just lue down to rest my body and mind.
Off I go now... Ta-da...
My feeling now abit mixed up. I feel both mentally tired and feeling moody. Everything seems to be up on my shoulders now. The only time I can do my own things is when baby is asleep. But however not much things I can do because anytime she be awake.
Looking back, my family now have a new member which is my precious baby girl. She may have really drained me, not because she is hard to deal but due to I have quite a number of chores to do but less time. The only time I can do the chores is when she is aslerp, thus lesser time for me to sleep.
Lately I realised something is not right with me. During the night and wee hours, I tend to feel moody and down. Tears flow once awhile without realising it. I also feel useless when my precious cries I do not know what she wants.
It is not that I don't want to sleep when she is asleep but I just couldn't sleep.. Each time my precious make some noise, I have the auto instinct to go to her and see if she is ok or not. But I can just ignore some of her noise? Say easy than done. Haha.
Time flew pass fast. My precious is one month and 3 weeks old.
It is time to rest while I can for now. At most if I cannot sleep, I will just lue down to rest my body and mind.
Off I go now... Ta-da...
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