March 31, 2008

Monday Blues

Having the normal monday blues today. Weather seems hot but there is some showers of rain this afternoon. Feeling relieved now coz manage to say something that is bothering me out to my dearest. Glad that I said it out, actually.

I guess communication is really important. Finally today one of my project submission date. One finished and now left with one more to go which submission and presentation date is next Wednesday. Hmmm...

Lately feel quite moody and unable to sleep well for the past one week. I guess today I can manage to sleep well. Hopefully all goes well. Can't wait for our short holiday next weekend. Hmmm... Hehe... Have being yearning for a short holiday already so that I can destress and at the same time spend some time with my dearest. Hehe...

March 30, 2008

Early early

Good morninggg... Haha guess at this time blogging seems much too early then usual. Fall sick today, I guess due to the stupid rain today, was walking home using my umbrella when suddenly so heavy downpours of showers. Hmmm raining cats and dogs ar. Lately weather seems cold and hot, till many people around me are falling sick. I myself fall sick easily lately too. Hmmm...

I saw the Compaq laptop that I noticed, again at BPP Harvey Norman today with Xin. OMG! Price $1,699. The same one that I saw on recent Tuesday at 2nd floor of Suntec City Tower 5 was having a promotion offer of $1,299. Didn't notice when the offer ends. Was too concentrated to see it and have a feel of it haha so didn't really catch the model number although I have seen it twice already. If I see it for the 3rd time anywhere, I am sure I will catch hold & take note of the model number. Haha...

Quite some time ago I like Sony but the price is forever so expensive. No point getting such a expensive laptop. I just need something light, around 2 to 2.3 kg most importantly and something that I like. Brand wise not so important. It can be HP or Compaq, not much of a preference. If ask me to choose, I will put Sony as first, HP and Compaq both are second likeness. Haha. School project as compare to now and previous is so different. A laptop is a convenience for school and home usage. Currently, my home PC really giving me headache liao. Moving very slow when I was doing my MYOB this afternoon. Haiz...

Time for bed now. Just finishes some planning few minutes ago, on what to do later after I wake up from my sleep. Haha.

March 29, 2008

A "long" weekend

This weekend seems very long to me. Hmmm. Had my dinner just now. Cooked some food myself with whatever I have in the fridge. Haha... Bought a shitake mushroom yesterday on a offer price. Wow, taste so nice. Hmmm... Plan to cook that for dearest next round coz it is his favourite.

Hmmm, home is so quiet today and I guess it will also that quiet tommorrow. Hmmm feeling bit sianz and out of place. Suddenly realised my seaweed tibits that dearest bought for me few weeks ago, have finished. So fast. Hmmm.

Weather was very hot this morning but heavy rain this mid-afternoon and now weather outside is bit slightly hot and misty. Hmmm... or should I say stuffy. This kind of weather make may people easily sick. Felt like munching something now. Haha. Missing my dearest now. Hmmm only get to see him around 3 days later. Thinking of what to cook on Tuesday. Haha... Planned my day tommorrow. Have tidied up my study desk and study room today. Need to concentrate better on my revision tommorrow. Jia you!!!

March 28, 2008

Need a rest

Hmmm, weather is currently so hot outside now. Feeling kind of moody as well now.

Feel like having a good rest before my exams starts. I am yearning for a long holiday overseas but I guess I can't have that till July onwards this year. Hmmm so I only can yearn for a short holiday in Singapore first. Wondering when I really can go. Lately my dearest fall sick quite frequent so thinking should I still proceed to plan the short holiday or not. Hmmm, 2 more weeks before the tentative dates we have planned. But not yet book. Hopefully there is still vacancies for us to book on our dates that have in mind.

Yesterday went to search for something in my room cupboard where I discovered a bottle of nail polish that was left there for quite some time. Can't really remember where and when I have bought it. Hmmm tried on my nails, it seems turn out fine. Haha... The color is so sweetly pink. Was wondering why I didn't notice the bottle is in a corner the other time so that I can put on for my cousin's wedding. Haha. My classmates was saying that I got really the patient to polish my nails so nicely done. Hmmm I guess it is not to do with the patient. It is call "vain" coz there are some steps that I do not want to missed out when polishing my nails. Even when you cut and buff your nails, you got to follow some steps. Any short cuts will result into decoloured and yellowish nail surface hence, not a healthy nail.

I highly recommend this website called "Beauty for All" There are tips on how to take care of your nails and everything you need to know. No harm checking it out. It is not too late to save your nails or your nails colour now. It will only be late when you are already old and hagged then you will realised and regretted for not taking care of your nails.

Sorting my handphone data now, trying to "clean up" and also plan to "clean up" my study desk today too. Preparation for exams are already in the process now so must have a clean and tidy desk if not I will feel uncomfortable studying as well. Haha... Hmmm what should I cook for dinner later? Hehe...

I am thinking, what is dreams? What is it make of? Dreams consider our goals as well or just a wish that hoping will comes true. Hmmmm...

I come across this just now while listening to some music:

Have you ever wondered what life is about?
You could search the world and never figure it out.
You don't have to sail all the oceans.
Happiness is no mystery and here now it's you and me.
This is what dreams are made of.
Then I see you smile and I go Oh Oh Oh.
Yesterday my life was duller,
Now everything's technicolor.
This is what dreams are made of.

March 27, 2008

Finally the outcome have EMERGED.

Weather: Hot
Mind mode now: Studying mode. Haha

Just had my lunch, intending to spend whole weekend this week to study as much as I can before official starts in 2 weeks time. Yesterday some outcomes have emerged and not much of a big issue. Quite happy with it.

Have really the urge to buy a laptop soon. Current PC is really giving me many problems and headaches... Going to school early and use the library PC is isn't going any good benefits for me besides able to surf net faster. Hmmm... Like one of the Sony laptop but then too expensive. Saw on Compaq laptop at Suntect Tower 5 Level 2 on recent Tuesday. $1,299 with webcam and the weight and size is what I like. Seems so nice... Hmmmm... Have really the urge to buy coz laoptop will be convenience for me at home and at school as well. Lately dad have been wanting to use the PC as well so kind of crashing with me. Hmmm...

Counting down for exams, so far studying process is quite satisfied BUT still got to improve even better. Hope to have at least some D and want to aim a HD for my accounts paper. Hmmmm... So many things I wish to do before exams starts... for example my short local holiday. Hmmm... Haiz

March 26, 2008

Ahhhh It's Wednesday!!!

Haiz, I can't help but say it is Wednesday today. Feeling very very nervous today. Some outcome will emerge today. OMG!

Trying to listen some songs while doing my project. Hmmmm. Listening and seeing a KTV MTV video at YouTube just now. Sang by 品冠 & 梁靜茹 (明明很愛你). So nice song and nice MTV. He said one sentence at the beginning of the MTV starts that sounds very familiar. Hehe.

Time really flew pass fast. One more month exams will be coming soon. Woooooo, real fast. Thinking of some outcome that will emerge later on. Nervous. Hehe

March 25, 2008

Tuesday

Weather is hot outside today. Feeling bit sleepy and body ache. Kind of feeling bit nervous for tommorrow also. Tommorrow is a very nervous day. It will determine part of my future as well. Wonder how would it be like if certain things happen. Wondering, wondering and wondering. I guess I really have to walk a step at a time. But say is easier than done. Hmmmm.

Done some minor adjustment in my blog just now. Intend to play some online game to relax my mind before I continue my study revision. Hmmm. Thinking of my future last night. Hoping some things will fufill, wanting my loves ones and family to be happy always. Hmmm...

Sometimes I feel that I do not want/wish to regret in future too. I plan to take part in some singing competitions but I must think of the consequences/effect of it too. Hmmm... Many "what if" questions haha...

March 24, 2008

Thoughts

Having my thoughts seriously today. Hmmm which to take? Haha...

Many things I want to learn and hope to learn as much as I can. Learning route and opportunities is something I look forward in my job and as well as career opportunities are another things that I look for too. I hope I can have more exposure in many new areas as well. Hehe, sounds greedy? But that is what I am looking forward to now. Trying to set up my goals and achievement in my career line. Hehe.

I am looking forward to many things as well. Not only career, but also my love and my family. Hehe... Hehe...

Studies are going smoothly now. Have started revision this week and hopefully all goes well to 24/04 where my first paper starts and end on the 2nd of May. Yeah! Hmmmm... Wanna go on a holiday... Arrhhh...

March 21, 2008

Its Friday! Yeah!

Finally it is Friday. Happy Easter Day! Yeah!

Went to spend sometime with my dearest today. Feeling quite happy coz he brought me to a place where I can venture my voice and many songs. Yeah! Decided on some songs to be the fixed song for competition already. Hehe... All thanks to my dearest who have been encouraging me. If not I guess I won't have the courage to decide to take part. I have planned on some things and goals to achieve. Not to worry. Hehe.

Realised that Easter Day is a public holiday, so I suppose many people out at the road during public holiday. But when I took the public transport back home, the bus was not crowded today compare to the normal Fridays or even weekends which is usually crowded. Haha.

Anyway, had a good time to sort some of my thoughts when on the way back today. Projects are going back to normal now. Another project discussion is held tommorrow at school. After that will be another last project part 2 report and presentation before we officially fully concentrate on our exams revision. Hmmm, getting nervous but then must have confident. I read on a book called "The Art of War - Executives" today. I agreed on one part that says that in order to succeed, you got to be confident. Without confident, you have already lost the war. Without confident, you have proven to the enemy that you are weak thus let them have the chance to overtake you. Haha, my dearest told me something like this before too. Hehe... Will always take every sentences and every opportunity that I have as a learning point and never will I stop learning. =)

Hmmm... Wishing and hoping for a short local holiday real soon... Hmmm...

March 20, 2008

Sing a Song Lyrics with Meaning

Sing, sing a song,
Sing out loud, sing out strong,
Sing of the good things, not bad,
Sing of the happy, not sad . . .

Sing, sing a song,
Make it simple, to last your whole life long,
Don't worry that it's not good enough,
For anyone else to hear,
Sing, sing a song . . .

La, la la la la . . .
Sing ( sing . . ) sing a song ( sing . . )
Sing out loud, sing out strong,
Sing of good things, not bad,
Sing of happy, not sad . . .

Sing, sing a song,
Make it simple, to last your whole life long,
Don't worry that it's not good enough,
For anyone else to hear,
Sing, sing a song . . .

Sing, sing a song . . .
Sing, sing a song . . .

La, la la la la . . .

Yeah! Long weekend coming!

Weather: Cool
Mood: Not sure of what mood I am having now perhaps a mix mood.

Long weekend is coming and can't wait for it to come faster. Once it comes faster, the time will flew past fast too. Standard I guess. Haha... Feel so happy to have a close friend who being thru almost everything with me since year 2002. Known her for 6 years already and our friendship are still counting. Some people may have many friends, but true friends that are really rare to find and have. When you have problems or met any problems, it is a good chance for you to see who are your true friends and who are only your "just" friends. I have learnt that.

Project was quite tiring for now. Suddenly receive on shocking call. LAST MINUTE again. Hmmm, at least informed earlier, I can help to do it as well. Today is the submission, yet now then start the last part. Oh my! At least if we get to know earlier, we can save the problem of rushing last minute and prevent wasting of time WAITING as well. Hmmm.

Hmmm, just saw the examination dates that have been released only today. Wow, quite squeezy timing and dates. Hmmm... Jia you, jia you. Got to start practising now... Yeah!

March 19, 2008

Raining AGAIN

Oh, rain again this afternoon. Feeling very brain tired now. Finally I settle most part of the project report. Left with 2 parts, no choice liao got to be continue by another member.

Weather outside is cold now. Lately been feeling quite anxious over projects as well as eager to do it well. Was thinking of what to do on Friday which is the Good Friday and thinking about when can I have a short holiday. Hmmm...

Won't be blogging much online lately coz quite tied up at studies. Off I go for now. Hmmm...

March 18, 2008

Good News and Bad News

OMG! Today is Tuesday yet I don't know is it a good tuesday or a bad tuesday. I received both happy and unhappy news today.

Ok, bad news first. The bad news is that I received a notice this late morning that certain things are left undone and me & my friend got to clear the mess within a day. One day and not one week. It is so terrible bad feeling. And the worst part is, attachement documents to us are not fully sent to us yet. So how to start? Haiz... Headache ar...

Good news is that I received an email from someone for a 2nd time "meet up". Yeah! Haha... So happy for this. Not everyone can go that far. Haha... I feel so blessed. Yeah!

March 17, 2008

Vexed? Monday blues??

Today feeling kind of vexed out of the sudden, not sure what is the reason. Feeling kind of stressed up again. Is it money problem, work problem or school problem??? I am not sure too.

Weather is quite hot outside now...

I felt like I am lacking of something but not sure what is it. Anyway thursday is one of my project due date. Hmmm... Hopefully goes smoothly this few days before submission. Haha...

I suddenly realised that communication is good. It can help one person to understand another person better via communication. Regardless of friendship or relationship, communications is good for it. It helps one and another to understand each other better and know each other thoughts and feeling. Hmmm... I felt so drifted away from my ex-collegues and friends now... Hmmm what shall I do? I don't know also... It take two hands to clap. Hmmm...

March 16, 2008

OMG!

Feeling cold now... Hmmm not sure if it is the weather. Yesterday didn't got a chance to go online the whole day. Finally I manage to go online today and start with my blog first. Hmmm...

Hopefully I wont't fall sick again, feeling very cold right now. I guess due to irregular hours of sleep and lack of vitamins. Hmmm... Throat started to feel not right since this late afternoon... Hmmm too heaty perhaps.

Lately feel like opening up my vocals again... Have the urge to go singing to destress as well as excising my vocals... It have been quite awhile since I last sing. Hmmmm...

March 12, 2008

MidWeek

Weather: Raining AGAIN, OMG!!!

Weather raining heavily again. Hmmm, so sianz... Feeling quite cold and sky seems so dark now. Last night got a slightly hard time to sleep because of the Causeway Jam. Wow, can anyone imagine the jam at the Causeway is from there jam all the way to outside my house, alone the Woodland Road. First in history I guess. Many car horning noises, I suppose I am not the only one who have hard time sleeping, unless I am a very good sound sleeper. Haha...

Got the urge to sing today... Don't know why. Singing is good to improve one vocal and breathing methods. Hehe... Tried attempt the Angela Zhang's Bu Xiang Dong De, so far so good but a little hard to capture her chorus part as many twist and turns on the vocals.

Studies now so far so good too. Went quite smoothly, I just practice on some exercies every week, I guess I am well-prepared for exams soon perhaps.

March 10, 2008

Brrrrr

Weather: Currently cold
Mood: -_-

Today weather is quite cold and currently raining now outside. Hmmm...
Planning to go school slightly early today to start revising earlier. Kind of feeling bit unwell but stil can manage. Found a good website to allow me to save where there are many vouchers but must register in order to print and use the vouchers. But some of them have limited amounts to spend or purchase before you can use the vouchers.

So far received quite a few calls but I guess studying will be a hinder to my career future. Not all companies would like their staffs that are studying three times a week. This morning, went to read up and go through for my test later. Feeling bit nervous...

One week timeline that I have set for myself is going to end soon. Own verdict will be confirm this week. It is time I should have sort out my minds and thoughts that I have been having lately. Money getting to stress me up lately. I really wish to faster save up the targetted amount each month. Hmmm... But at this rate, it is moving quite slow.

Brrrr, still raining outside, feeling sleepy and cold. Hmmmm...

March 08, 2008

Weekend

At last is weekend... Stomach feeling bit unwell, but still can manage if compare to this morning.

Was looking through one of my project before I finally send to the rest of the members. I've tried my best. Hmmm... Finally another weekend have arrived. Time really move very fast. Was thinking that, what will happen in the future? Will some of my wishes that is not stated here will come true? Especially for one wish that I hope it will fufill when the time comes. Hmmm... Anyway dare not really think too much of it but just think through.

Planning for a short holiday with my dearest but no idea which dates and when... Trying to find a day that suite dearest because he is busy at work too. Hehe

March 07, 2008

Wishes?

I guess I got quite a few wishes but some of it I don't dare to put on the wish list coz don't want to stress my dearest. I think whenever he see my wish list he goes, Oh. Haha guess only. But some wishes are not meant to be broadcast or known, so I leave it in my heart. Hehe...

Wish list?

~ Piglet bolster to add on my collection
~ A good water bottle (since dearest say no good use plastic bottle)
~ Laptop (hope to get one soon for my school work, very fed up on my PC pblms)
~ Hope to have more permitted time with my love ones.
~ Hope to faster save more $$$.
~ A bag that I like but could'nt afford (hmmm... waiting for the prices to drop keke)
~ Go on a local & overseas holiday with my dearest.
~ Go to places I never been before (I guess it will be a lifetime wish forever hard to fufill haha)
~ Of course wishing to pass all my exams paper. Haha
~ Perhpas, a slightly bigger wallet than my current wallet to put those cards that I need to use frequently. Now seems so fat... Hmmm... One compartment 2 cards, OMG! Haha...

Friday

Its Friday... Yeah! Can see my dearest later... Althought time is quite short but ok lah. Don't dare to ask more since he is so busy lately.

Today dearest ask me a question, which I felt bit sad. Don't know why. Hmmm, anyway project is smoothly processing now, hopefully will still continue this way. Tommorrow another project discussion at school followed by a test on Monday. Hmmm, all goes well now... Hopefully it also will coninue this way till exams. Hehe.

Exams coming, estimated around end April. Time flew so fast. Hmmm... 128 days... Fast fast...

Don't know what to think now. Mind suddenly blank. Weather is getting hotter now, compare to last few days so cold and raining.. Hmmm...

March 06, 2008

???

Nothing on my head this morning when I woke up. Kind of feeling uncomfortable don't know why.

Went to relax a little by playing the Puzzle Booble on the Relax Your Soul blog. I think it is quite addictive. I am always stuck with Round 8. I wonder if it is the gimmicks that the game have created. I suppose the places like acarde, earn quite alot by bringing this game in. But at the blog, I can play as long as I want. Cool.

Weather is cold today, feeling very gloomy but still alright. I realised whenever I play Puzzle Booble, I can be very focus and do not really care what is going on around me. Actually, I can't be bothered now. Projects really giving me headache so play a little Puzzle Booble hopefully can lessen all headaches I am facing. Hmmm... Last night test was quite good. Manage to answer smoothly as compare to last year. Haha...

Emmeline's wedding box is also more or less completed. With two rounds of special glue to fix the cloth to the box and ribbon to the box are on the way. Have considered completed 95% of it. Now left with the ribbon which I plan tonight after class to tie it. Yeah! All goes smoothly. Hoping project will also goes smoothly ba. Hmmm... Many thoughts on my head, yearning to go holiday but I guess I only can wait, since my dearest getting busier each day. Hmmm... Waiting for the day he is free to go on a short holiday perhaps in Singapore I also will be satisfy since it is cheaper to have it in Singapore. Misses the Wild Wild Wet that I went last year with Zixin. Hehe, so much fun.

March 04, 2008

Ti Amo (Nice Lyrics)

Nice lyrics.

千千静听劲听精彩
虽然是简单的形容
虽然是重复的动作
因为有你
让一切都变成不平凡
好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵着不开
有你陪伴
呼吸着有你的空气
就是幸福

ti amo te quiero
每一天都要爱上你
想着你沉入梦境
一张眼一清醒
第一个想到又是你
sa la he and i love you
我每天都要爱上你
少一天就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎

好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵着不开
有你陪伴
呼吸着有你的空气
就是幸福

ti amo te quiero
每一天都要爱上你
想着你沉入梦境
一张眼一清醒
第一个想到又是你
sa la he and i love you
我每天都要爱上你
少一天就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎
永远都觉

不想懂得

当世界不知不觉的变了
有时候我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的
想像是一种快乐
拥有了同时也失去什黱
而眷恋原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里成熟心开始曲折
我不想舍得不想懂得
是谁惹谁言不由衷
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什黱
我不想舍得不想懂得
谁说割爱才更深刻
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
能握著手就是感动的


Why

Weather: Cold
Mood: Bad

I do not know if I am angry or upset. I just felt so not fair and felt so awful. Received a call today, felt so upset and angry at the same time. Why can't I go? Why must I wait for few months later then can? I really don't understand but no one can explain that to me. I ask parent, they can't explain too. They just want me to follow. I felt so useless. Why can't I just go out and relax? Must I always stay here. Why, why and WHY? Lately have been feeling quite stress, singing can distress one person, but it is different compare to breathing in of fresh air and going out to see nice scenery. It totally two different way of distress. Singing and going out experience are two different things and will feel differently as well. I really felt very stressful lately as days pass. =( I really need a breather to relax...

I felt this is too much. I really yearn to go out, relax and spend a day or two with my love one as well. Now I can't, I only can wait till months later then I am able to. I felt I won't be happy from now onwards. I felt so stress yet I can't have the proper way to distress myself. I have set my own wishes and goals, will I able to achieve in such state of stress mind. Being telling myself that I must have confident then I will be able to make it. But at this stage, suddenly seems the world start crashing down again when my world have improve from the past. Suddenly felt back to an enclosure person again after my world have gone better. All I can do now is wait till so called months later before things back to normal, but to me I feel that it seems so hard. I will try to change my mindset but what can encourage me to do so? This kind of encouragement is more like dis-encouraging. So dampen one person's spirits. Hmmmm...

March 03, 2008

Stre$$

Weather: Rainy and Cold
Mood: Normal

Having a normal mood today. But feeling stress. Manage to solve one question of my case study today, but I guess others will have a different answer somehow or rather. Anyway, I just try my very best to complete and see how it goes. Today FA lesson was quite knowledgeable. Talking about shares, allotment, application and also about some law parts was mentioned as well. Some of it are interlink with law so everyone took the opportunities to see law as well. Haha...

Today I received a call, wooo... What a great offer but too bad, it was not my cup of tea and neither is it my future cup of tea. World is so small, or should I say Singapore is quite small indeed. So concidence that one of my classmate's boyfriend was from my ex-company and he knew my darling as well. Cool... Ok, time for doing some school work now, since I am unable to sleep. Hmmm.

March 02, 2008

Sunday...

I went to a horrible place in today's early morning. I am so scared but I know if I want to avoid such places, there is only one thing I can do. I gave myself some thoughts and reflect on myself today.

I want to change myself for the better and able to aim higher.
I want to be a person whom all my loves ones are proud of.
I want to be a confident and able to achieve higher type of person.
I want to save more money.
I want to score well for my studes.
I want to do well in whatever I speaks, do or think.
I want to be able to help my loves one in whatever they want to do in.
I want to achieve all goals and targets sets.
I also want to be a more succesfull person.

Most importantly, I hope with my hard work, I am able to succeed. Time can prove everything, but sometime on certain matters, I need encouragement and advices too. I will made my own decisions from now onwards. Some ladies like their love to encourage them and give them advices on some cranky matters. I am also like this. But I know my dearest want me to be more mature and able make my own decisions. I will work hard and do my best. Some things that needed to be achieve need time and chances. If someone is not given any chances after the first attempt, it is so disencouraging. And most importantly I must know what I want and of course I know what I want. From now onwards, I will work extra hard and try to put in more effort in everything. My life, loves, family or even school.

I have decided, if by the targeted dateline I am not able to meet the target that I have set myself, I will just concentrate my studies first. Then after my exams, I will start to set the similar target and dateline again. Hmmmm. Feeling very stress over the projects and studies now. Hope to be able to make it this time. Hmmmm...

March 01, 2008

Weekend

Another weekend have arrived. 1st of March 2008. Hmmm felt that time flew pass fast. Few days ago, I was hoping for weekend to arrive faster. Now when it have arrived, felt it passes by to fast. Hehe...

Batam trip was cancel eventually. But it is alright. Will get some other chances to go there next time. Weather is so nice today, felt so good to sleep in the morning. Missing my dearest when woke up. Hehe, kind of wanting to see him. Lately he have been quite busy in his work and soon he will be very busy already.

Went to Clementi to have my breakfast with my parent just now and bought the satin silk like cloth for my cousin's ang bao box. Hehe... Hope the effect turns out to be nice as what I have imagine in my head. Luckily the rain have stop now, able to go out later for a walk. Yeah! Being wanting to take some time to have a short walk and relax my brain a little. For the past few days, have been bothering too many things, jobs, projects and studies. Hmmmm... Finding some information now before I head for my warm bath. Hehe... Oh my, this weather is so nice to sleep. ZzzZzzz.